Purple Thoughts

Simply in love with purple color, blend with mysterious feeling, the delicate soul swinging my mood, drawing me close to the beauty of vision.
Can you imagine a perfect design of dark purple night dress, fashion it with glittery crystal, tempting to every man to take a second look.
What's more to witness it in the nature, where the purple meets the green, shadow a raindrop or two, simply marvel the outlookers!

Arts of life quoted ~ Artistic vision enlarge our view of this world......let's explore!

Building

Was it just another building?......

a man made castle
where King & Queen
exalted & persecuted

a home
where we reveal our true self
from our disguise
in this world

an emergency ward
where heartache & pain
felt so real

an airport
where many "Hi" & " Good Bye"
traveling in the air

an office
where human earns their living
climbing up a series of stairs

a post office
where good news & bad news
rubbing against the paper

a shopping mall
where business trading
visible every corner

a bank
where human keep their earnings
and thieves lay their eyes on

a restaurant
where banquet of slaughter animals
being serve in a fashionable way

a prison cell
where we keep the guilty
from this guilty world

So, was it just another building?......

The Old Man.......

Shirtless, hanging clothings at the balcony, the old man, around 50 years of age, no expression, life is a routine, getting older and older, everyday......

Wings...

Ever dream about spreading wings on the sky, let yourself floating on the air, accompany by birds of all sort, magnified our vision of the earth right below our feets......

O wind, carried us in your wings, let our body match with your feather weights, rising high and up above the sky, reaching that golden drop sparkling in my eyes......

Embrace the soft clouds, as I stepped on it, joy & smile painted on my crafted face, simply delighted in the moments......

Keeping my soul, illuminated my fantasy, freedom to fly, to rise, to embark on a journey with wings......

Rainbow Smile......

"Smile" a classic song sung by Westlife (Previously sung by Nat King Cole, Michael Jackson, Barbara Streisand, Josh Groban), wish to share this song with you! Have a rainbow smile lit up in your face!......

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

My Shadow

That day, I was walking from my place to work. The sky was bright, reflecting my soul on the ground, so I snapped my soul in a camera. (Click!) I love the effects, taking my own image with a different views, life is full of variaty! Simple thing in life could simply brighten your day! Smile......have a nice day!

Portrait of mine...

I love shooting, not with bullets but with camera! (Ha...bang you!) Getting a camera phone was a smart choice, I get to snapped picture anytime, anywhere, even without people noticing! (Tee hee hee....)

Life is a portrait, how good is it depend on how we conduct it, colorize it, experience it! Do take a photo of yourself, enjoy being with yourself, love yourself, embrace yourself! (Oh my! I am a self-lover!)

Well, before we meet the world every morning, we really need to learn to love ourselves; let the best of us shine, and of course flushing down the worst of us too!

Let the arts of life sweeten your days under the sun......

Chasing the sky....

It was nostalgia, my childhood, a field filled with green green grass.....
I was ten years old where I would spent most of my free time, in a small hill near the town. My young nieces would followed me climbing up the hill, and with card board boxes in our hands.
Right up there on the hill, we can see the whole town underneath our feet, the sky meets the ground of the earth, we were like king and queen, ruled over all the land. (I am the king of the earth!)
I flatten the card board boxes and place it on the tip of the hill, we sat on it, and rode it down the hill. Woooooosh......everything in our eyes seems blurry, we were flying above the green green grass, and winds carried us down the foothill. Muddy spots were visible on our skin and clothings, we were laughing at each other, it was pure joy & fun......
When we were tired, we rested our head on a rock & lying on the grass, the heart beat of the earth was pumping......dream away, chasing the sky right above us!

Leaf upon the golden drop....

Recently
I picked up
my old diary
and I continue on
writting from where
I have left blank

kind words
sad thought
new insights
everything that's
on my mind
I would put it in
decorative words

Amazing touch
of pen connecting
the papers
the inks swim
in curves and lines
making words
sentences
stories that
unload my thoughts
into characters that
we would read
and share in time

Diary
the outpouring
treasures of mine
not to be miss
for me to ponder
for many years
ticking upon my path

Like the leaf upon
the golden drop
Sparkling in my eyes
The words unites......
Written by Felix Chai
21st September 2006

Endless Sea...

Liquify day
Cruising as a captain
Holding the steering wheel
Journey on to
the great adventure
with my lover

Nightly swing
beneath the moon river
I kiss the blue moon
Sending my love
hourglass could count
how much time
we could spent
together

You love my tenderness
I adore your gentle touch
the candle lights
dancing in your eyes
Magical moments
too selfish to share
World of our own

My beloved
Come and dance
let's our heart cheers
delighted with tapping
making sounds of harmony
sweetness in time
We'll fall into
the endless sea......
Written by Felix Chai
20th September 2006

Deepest of Blue...

Deepest of Blue
Lies within
the snowy white
My fingers were swollen
and my lips was blue
Cold feelings
Shooting inside
my flesh and blood
I lost my mind

It's beauty in vision
but blueness in me......
Written by Felix Chai
19th September 2006

Garden of life

Gentle breeze came
Flooded the green
garden of mine
Movements of wave
Rise and deep
Dancing on the field
Visible under the sunlight
Written by Felix Chai
19th September 2006

New Look!

Uncover my Mask!

Q&A about me (including my secrets!)
Ready????!!! In 3..2...1... GO!!!!!!

1. Does anyone know your password to your email?
YES
2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
Something "Foldover" with French Fries.
3. Are you an emotional person?
Very!
4. Do you like your name?
Digging it! (The HK Famous restaurant was named after my name!)
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes, but usually doesn't last!
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
Who's not!
7. What was the last thing you did?
Drinking Herbal Tea
8. Who is right next to you?
Collegue
9. Who was the last person you ate with?
My GF
10. What song are you listening to right now?
Golden by Jill Scott
11. How's the weather right now?
Dark Cloud, heavy rain
12. Last person who called you today?
My partner
14. Last song you sang?
Moon River
15. Last time you danced?
5 min ago
16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Yupe, we were arguing over an issue
17. Last thing you ate?
Menthol (New green apple flavour)
18. Been really depressed before?
Yes
19. Faked being sick to miss school?
My favourite tricks to get out of duties
20. What time did you wake up today?
6:05am
21. Who is the person that posted this survey?
IEN the cheeky girl from Perak....
22. What are you wearing right now?
Light Blue shirt with Black pants
23. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
Never
24. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Breasts (to be honest!)
25.Where are you right now?
Working in the office
26. What date and day is it?
13th September 2006
27. Did you go anywhere today?
To Secondary School, Town, Restaurant...
28. What did you do there?
Hanging out with students there
29. How old are you?
27 years old
30. Are you mature or immature?
50/50
31. Do you call your parents by their first name?
Not really
32. Are you the only child?
The 4th child
33. Where do you go shopping?
Mall
34. Do you like where you work?
50/50 (I never really satisfy)
35. Do you like books?
So much
36. Do you want to get married?
A must in my life!
37. To whom?
My GF

And Now The Basic!

1)What is your name?
Felix Chai
2)And your age is?
27 (I thought you asked already!)
3)You are male, or female?
Male
4)You want to tell me what you like?
Strawberry, Jazz Album, Cash, Multi function Keyboard, Piano, free buffets......


Random Stuff

1)What is the closest red thing to you right now?
My red eyes
2)Go to the nearest windowsill. How many items are on it?
Nothing
3)How many computer screens do you have up right now?
One
4)The closest thing to you with text on, other than the computer, what is it?
A quotation sticking on my screen
5)And what does the text read?
Here I am, Serving God, Just where God wants me to be, doing what God wants me to do, until God tells me to do something else.
6)How many stairs are in your house?
4th Floor, 50 steps
7)How many steps you have to take to get from here to your kitchen?
100 steps (assume)
8)Three green items in your bedroom are?
The Bedsheets, the pillow, my underwears. (i like to match colors)
9)Where are you most ticklish?
No idea
10)How many songs are in your 'my music' folder?
None, my computer broke down recently.
11)How many contacts are on your YM list?
Never counts

Another Stuff

1)Would you say you're good in staring contests?
Pretty much
2)What did you have for breakfast this morning?
Biscuits (on diet)
3)Can you remember what time is was when you started this quiz?
Around 3pm
4)If yes, what time was it? If not, why can't you remember?
Yes 3pm (Man, do you have to be so bubbling!)
5)Was this survey THAT boring?
Kind of!
6)Thanks for taking. Wanna say anything else?
You know too much, I need to shoot you! BANG! Hahahaha.......

Chinese Torture Medicine

Good grief! Last thursday, after I finish all my western medicine, my eyes were no sign of any recovery, so I decided to try chinese medicine. (Guess what I got myself into using chinese way!? )
I meet up the chinese doctor, well.... he was actually my girl friend's uncle; he touched my palm and squeeze my eyes' lids to examine my red eyes, he suspected heatiness within me. (I suffered nose-bleed for almost a week now!)
So he wrote out some mysterious character on a piece of blank paper, and handed it to the medicine "blender". (I don't know how they called the guy who combine all the medicine, he function like a blender.)
Then he laid out a piece of brownish oil paper on the table, pulling out all sorts of herbs from the tiny boxes on the cupboard. First, he sprinkle something red on the sheet, looks like powders; then he took out something black like fungus or mushroom, mixed it with the red stuff. Then I saw him pull out some creatures that looks like cockroach, plus some crushed shell, many more funny stuff that I never seen before. Finally, he wrapped up the mixture and handed it to me, he asked me to boiled the mixture with four bowls of water for one hour. I thanked him and leave the shop.
The night falls, and I unwrapped the packet, follow the instructions instructed by the "blender", four bowls of water, boiled for one hour, the water was crystal clear and I can see the cockroach thing-gie swimming in the pot. (Am I going to drink this?)
I waited for one hour, the chinese herbal smells circulating in my living room, I guess it's ready! So I took off the lid from the pot, and the crystal clear water turns into bitter blackish color, the smells it's horrible! The tastes of medicines was the worst I ever experience! (But to be honest, the stuff is good! My heatiness gone almost immediately!) Chinese people has a saying, bitter in the mouth, a good medicine!.....do you agree?