Showing posts with label Poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poem. Show all posts

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Tree of life......

Imagine your life like a tree.....

A seed planted on the ground
(the sperm and ovum join)
The seed begin to grow
(tiny foetus swim around in mum's body)
Seed "pop" out from the ground
(baby deliver out from mum's vagina)
Seed open to meet the world
(little baby open his eyes to see the world)
Seed feeds by sun, waters and photosynthesis
(mum feeds his little baby from her breast)
The tiny seed turns into a little green plant
(baby grow taller everyday into a boy)
The little plant grow to have roots, trunks, branches, twigs and leaves
(the boy learn all the ways of life in moral, discipline, behaviour, talking, walking...)
Inch by inch the little plant errect to be a bigger tree
(little boy growing each day to be a bigger man)
Beautiful, proud and strong the tree standing on the ground
(handsome, confidence and vibrant the man standing on the world)
Birds, butterfly, animal greet the tree
(friends, family, relatives meet the man)
Fungus, worms, weeds attack the tree
(age, enemies, sickness destroy the man)
The tree turns into snag, lonely, old and dying
(the man turns into old man, solitary, retired and fighting breath)
Debris the tree has become, lying on the ground.....
(funeral was held for the man, lying on the coffin with no sign of life.....)
Written by Felix Chai 18th October 2006

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Building

Was it just another building?......

a man made castle
where King & Queen
exalted & persecuted

a home
where we reveal our true self
from our disguise
in this world

an emergency ward
where heartache & pain
felt so real

an airport
where many "Hi" & " Good Bye"
traveling in the air

an office
where human earns their living
climbing up a series of stairs

a post office
where good news & bad news
rubbing against the paper

a shopping mall
where business trading
visible every corner

a bank
where human keep their earnings
and thieves lay their eyes on

a restaurant
where banquet of slaughter animals
being serve in a fashionable way

a prison cell
where we keep the guilty
from this guilty world

So, was it just another building?......

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Leaf upon the golden drop....

Recently
I picked up
my old diary
and I continue on
writting from where
I have left blank

kind words
sad thought
new insights
everything that's
on my mind
I would put it in
decorative words

Amazing touch
of pen connecting
the papers
the inks swim
in curves and lines
making words
sentences
stories that
unload my thoughts
into characters that
we would read
and share in time

Diary
the outpouring
treasures of mine
not to be miss
for me to ponder
for many years
ticking upon my path

Like the leaf upon
the golden drop
Sparkling in my eyes
The words unites......
Written by Felix Chai
21st September 2006

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Endless Sea...

Liquify day
Cruising as a captain
Holding the steering wheel
Journey on to
the great adventure
with my lover

Nightly swing
beneath the moon river
I kiss the blue moon
Sending my love
hourglass could count
how much time
we could spent
together

You love my tenderness
I adore your gentle touch
the candle lights
dancing in your eyes
Magical moments
too selfish to share
World of our own

My beloved
Come and dance
let's our heart cheers
delighted with tapping
making sounds of harmony
sweetness in time
We'll fall into
the endless sea......
Written by Felix Chai
20th September 2006

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Deepest of Blue...

Deepest of Blue
Lies within
the snowy white
My fingers were swollen
and my lips was blue
Cold feelings
Shooting inside
my flesh and blood
I lost my mind

It's beauty in vision
but blueness in me......
Written by Felix Chai
19th September 2006

Garden of life

Gentle breeze came
Flooded the green
garden of mine
Movements of wave
Rise and deep
Dancing on the field
Visible under the sunlight
Written by Felix Chai
19th September 2006

Friday, August 11, 2006

Blink blink...

Observe the beauty of raindrops
Shooting out
In its own light
Crystal blinkling
Wonders of texture
Being magnify
In arts of nature
Priceless
Lovely than jewel......
Written by Felix Chai 11th August 2006

Friday, August 04, 2006

Nightmare....


Last night, I slept late...
only manage to close my eyes
about 1pm after midnight
Was there dreams

Going on my minds

I can't remember a thing

really...


I reckon is one of those day

Woke up with self-pity

Filled with humility

Total disoriented...

What on earth was I doing here

Why couldn't I just died flat in my dreams

To hid the facts from the early sun...


But it's part of life...

I told myself

It's scribble on my head

That it wasn't so bad

Things would happened

No matter how it is conducted

It's human

It's what I have to walked upon

After being squeeze out
from my mom's vagina
Involuntarily

I finally dropped on my knees
Realized my life

is a total screw-up
I needed a lift-up
So I pray this morning,

"Lord, deliver me!"

"Lord, help me out!"

"Lord, get me out of my freaking life!"

"......"


And deepest of me

Knew exactly
I needed that outburst
To prevent the craziness

To ruled over me


And He knew that too......
Written by Felix Chai 4th August 2006

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

A day dreamer....

Looking upward....

Today she is visiting
I was expecting
She came upon me with
her heats
her warmness
her temper

She brighten up my soul
Awaken my spirit
She brought the very light
upon this world
of nature
of living
of love

She opened up my vision
Illuminate the living things
She carried her tears
to blend with
the air
the sky
the cloud

Rainbow was ensemble
With the drizzle
Her love for me
Sung in a lovely tune

I put up my smile
and she smile back......
Written by Felix Chai 25th July 2006

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Spy......

We are being watched
Twenty four hours seven day
Their eyes pinned on us
Leaving us breathless
Cold and strange
We have became a prey
in their sternly stare......
Written by Felix Chai 22nd July 2006

Friday, July 21, 2006

The unspoken language...

Our hands
Warm with flesh
bones and bloods
Hand crafted lines
and nerves
painted on our hands
Written by Felix Chai 21st July 2006

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Laugh at the mirror....

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Hanging on a thread of string......

My childhood eyes
Full of wonders and fantasy
With curiosity
I carried a small bench
With my bared feet standing on it
Trying to reached the mirror hanging on the wall
In my little mind
I discovered......

I would smiled and
The mirror smiled at me

I would wave my hand and
The mirror wave at me

I would make funny faces and
The mirror copied exactly what I did

I would jumped and hopped
Funny how the man in the mirror would do the same

I tried to poke my finger through it and
The mirror poke his finger on mine

Then I laugh at the mirror so hard
He looks just like me too
I was wondering how he ever get in there......
Written by Felix Chai 11th July 2006

Friday, July 07, 2006

Leave me alone....


"Leave me alone", I shouted.
I ran and ran and ran......

Quiet, eerie, windy
At this corner of mine
The devil came and visit me

I was speechless
What is left to say
The feeling of abandonment
The million of comment
I can't stand it
No more......
I can't......

Ray of dim light
Color my night
The greyness of sight
It seems that nothing could be right

Feeling of sadness
Crawling into my soul
Like the cruel beast
Sucking my blood,
my flesh, my bones
Vulnerable like the dead pond
Completely dried.....
Poems by Felix Chai 7th July 2006

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Magical touch


An Orphan without Papa

Before I knew Him as Papa

All I know it's myself,me& I......

Live In my own world!

Confusion, lies & fears

my companions

Just like an orphan

without Papa......

Fall deep in love with MTV

music with foolish words

love just yourself, care no more.......

Wasn't that what we learn

what we see, what we hear

everyday......

We all born needing love

sense of belonging to someone

hunger for attentions......

Ask yourself silently

wasn't that what we seek

looking for , crying for

Just like an orphan

without Papa......

" My child, I'm here! Waiting for you day & night

you orphan no more!!"

cried Papa......

Poems By

Felix Chai

3rd Jan 2001

Saturday, June 24, 2006

The art of death

A bunch of flowers were on my desk this morning
it brings life into my working place
I've been collecting flowers and leaf
watching theirs color fades and turn dried
it's the art of death
How it is brownish and yellow
symbolize life is short but
who can measure their value
Whether it's living or death
I wonder if they could speak
Will I understand the cycle of life
With their faded beauty in sight
Will I understand the reality of life
With their time of wither
Will I......
Written by Felix Chai

Friday, June 16, 2006

Rise up in beauty.....

I was thinking for a change this morning, I would write something sweet and soothing.....

Heart-felt Echo
Simple morning,
with beautiful sun greeted me,
showering me with her warmness.
I woke, rubbing my eyes,
"I love you sunshine!"......

I took off my burden,
turn on the showers,
overflowing streams pouring,
upon my flesh and body,
I saw clouds of heat and smoke,
descended in the air......

Who wouldn't fell in love,
such lovely day,
with dried lavender hanging upon my wall,
with sweet smelling candles burning,
a cup of peppermint tea,
along with bacons and egg,
life could get as simple as that......
Written by Felix Chai 16th June 2006
Have a great morning!^@^

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Growing up

The younger I
With a pair of eyes
Looking around curious
Hearing the name I
Carry all my life

Learning to walk
Trying so hard to talk
Every step that I take
Just like having a wars
With gravity

Wearing the cloths
That belongs somebody
Too big for my body
Like it or not
It's not always choice

Dropping tears
Trying to looks the same
Like everybody else
Then I realise
I learn to blame

Growing up
With that same name
Some of the lesson I learn
Not only in the classroom
But from the hurts I hide

Sometime I imagine
My life like a white paintings
Holding the brush
Trying to paint myself
I can't believe it's grey

Let go your brush , my son
Let go your hurts , my child
Lean on me
& you will see
There's colours in Me!!

Written By Felix Chai
5th Jan 2001

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

"Blow the candles, son......"
















What a night...
I was all alone in silence, being stilled,
with Pure Cool's "My Funny Valentine" resounded in the air,
purple range display living room,
with candles flickering, allowing my mind to fly and fly away......

I remember being a kid, age 5
Shy, quiet, always lonely.
Most of the time I would,
hide inside my little shell and imagine,
observing my grown-ups,
what they do, what they said.

Ma was busied, baking,
cooking, washing, cleaning;
Pa was arranging the chairs,
welcoming peoples, smilling,
carrying me over his shoulder......

My little eyes wondering,
Pa, who were all these peoples?
Why you lit up all the tiny candles on the cake?
And I heard singing, you asked me,
"Blow the candles, son......"
"Blow it......"

I woke up,
I noticed the tears on my cheek.
Why am I crying?
Where am I?
It seems like just yesterday,
the celebration was held for me.
With my pa and ma,
and heard my pa said,
"Blow the candles, son......"
"Blow it......"
Written by Felix Chai 13th June 2006

Forever in my mind......
Love you, Pa......


Dedication to Father's Day......


What makes a dad

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,
The jo
y of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so,

He called it ...
Dad
Happy Father's Day! (c:

Friday, June 09, 2006

Aqua Mystic Symphony































































AQUA MYSTIC SYMPHONY

O drops of life
Refreshing....
Replenishing....
Soothing to my eyes &
a gentle splash on my cheeks....

Stillness of movements
You rejuvenate the earth....
Bringing life to the sea creatures
That moves about in all shape....
Bubbles of sound
Flickering upon my eardrums
Rekinder my spirit to dive....

A sudden strikes
Brings about a big storm of sea
Flushes upon the blueness of earth....
Horrors of life
Faithless dwell within
The deepest of me....
Sinking....

Visions darken
Bits and pieces of glittering drops
Shots violently
Toward the path of mine....
Flowers of umbrella
Blooming all over the place....
The plucking of strings
Resound the grand finale....
Written by Felix Chai 9th June 2006