Dare to risk...

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To reach for another is to risk involvement
To expose your ideas, your deams, before a crowd is to risk their loss
To love is to risk not being loved in return
To live is to risk dying
To believe is to risk failure

~But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The people who risk nothing, do nothing, have nothing, are nothing.
They avoid suffering & sorrow, but they cannot learn, change, grow, love, live.
Chained by their attitudes, they are slaves, they have forfeited their freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.

A day dreamer....

Looking upward....

Today she is visiting
I was expecting
She came upon me with
her heats
her warmness
her temper

She brighten up my soul
Awaken my spirit
She brought the very light
upon this world
of nature
of living
of love

She opened up my vision
Illuminate the living things
She carried her tears
to blend with
the air
the sky
the cloud

Rainbow was ensemble
With the drizzle
Her love for me
Sung in a lovely tune

I put up my smile
and she smile back......
Written by Felix Chai 25th July 2006

Spy......

We are being watched
Twenty four hours seven day
Their eyes pinned on us
Leaving us breathless
Cold and strange
We have became a prey
in their sternly stare......
Written by Felix Chai 22nd July 2006

The unspoken language...

Our hands
Warm with flesh
bones and bloods
Hand crafted lines
and nerves
painted on our hands
Written by Felix Chai 21st July 2006

New look....

I dyed my hair recently, from black to ash brown, I love the brownish look! Color represent my mood, my passion, my love, it's the expression of honesty and down to earth. Pick one of your favourite color to match your day!

......with much love,
Arts of life^@^

Moments of life, blessing, joy......

I love mime, choreography and teaching. Especially when they are performing on the stage, it always gives me joy and delights to see the "choreography" came alive!

The training usually took about a month before the real performance; I would sweat, take it slow, brain-storming, changing the movement and style repeatedly, perfected every movement before the day finally arrive!

On the performance day, my heart was pounding, so as the mimers. The make-up, gloves, music, body stretching.... I was trying to relax the mimers. It's exciting... but at the same time it's pressure as well. Then the MC announced our team's name... it is time now, do your best mimers! Showtime! ...It's time when a teacher know he needed to step back and let them shine....

I stood far behind the back, watching all the action performing live on stage, my heart would shout, "Oh! You did it wrong again!..." "That's great!" "It's perfect!"......and then I heard the handclappings sounded in the air, it is the moments of life, blessing, joy......I wouldn't trade for anything in that moments......

Cheeky bunch......

Today, I went to a local high school Tshung Tshin to meet up a bunch of students for fellowship and Bible study. Life can be interesting in interacting with youngster! They are funny, lots of ideas, sometime serious, but most of the time just playful. (To sum up, a bunch of cheeky fellow!)
Well, we begin the Bible study with "Introduction to Old Testament", it was a piece of cake! Fill in the blank kind of question!
In future, we'll be having a blog just for the cheeky bunch, I wonder what would be a good name?
The following candidates please submit your favourite or ideal name for the new blog:-
Krystal"l"(Blink blink!),
Chung Zyi,
Janice Ong,
Tamar Chang,
Steffi Chong,
Jack Sze Tu,
Calvin or Kevin or Kelvin??,
Keith,
Audrey,
Karen,
Cathy
Felix,
Reeta...(Thanks Zyi!)

amazing grace

An amazing moves to the classic song! Check it out! ^@^

River song by Lee & Dave (Two worlds)

The Water Is Wide

The water is wide, I can't cross o'er
And neither have I wings to fly
Build me a boat that can carry two
And two shall row, my love and I

There is a ship that sails the sea
It's laden deep as deep can be
But not as deep as the love I'm in
I know not if I sink or swim

And when we've come to life's sweet end
Two hearts which naught but death could part
Will we be wed in a life to come
Or must we lie, the water wide
Or must we lie fore'er apart?

The water is wide, I can't cross o'er
And neither have I wings to fly
Build me a boat that can carry two
And both shall row
Two hearts shall flow
My love and I


O Shenandoah * Sail Away

Sail away, sail on out
Cross the wide Missouri

O Shenandoah I long to see you
Far away you rollin' river
O Shenandoah I long to see you
Away I'm bound away 'cross the wide Missouri

Sail away, sail on out
'Cross the wide Missouri
O Shenandoah I am a rover
Far away you rollin' river
A-searchin' for the greenest clover
Away I'm bound away 'cross the wide Missouri

So it's fare thee well, my love
I'm bound to leave you
Far away you rollin' river
But Shenandoah I'll ne'er deceive you
Tho' away I'm bound away 'cross the wide Missouri

O Shenandoah I love your waters
Far away you rollin' river
O Shenandoah I long to see you
Away I'm bound away
'Cross the wide Missouri

Sail away, sail on out
'Cross the wide Missouri

Laugh at the mirror....

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Hanging on a thread of string......

My childhood eyes
Full of wonders and fantasy
With curiosity
I carried a small bench
With my bared feet standing on it
Trying to reached the mirror hanging on the wall
In my little mind
I discovered......

I would smiled and
The mirror smiled at me

I would wave my hand and
The mirror wave at me

I would make funny faces and
The mirror copied exactly what I did

I would jumped and hopped
Funny how the man in the mirror would do the same

I tried to poke my finger through it and
The mirror poke his finger on mine

Then I laugh at the mirror so hard
He looks just like me too
I was wondering how he ever get in there......
Written by Felix Chai 11th July 2006

Chinese Cabbage Stir fry made easy...

One Chinese Cabbage (Slice it)Sesame oilsSome Corn Flour2 cups of WaterSome Chopped Garlic

A teaspoon of salt

A small portion of Vinegar

1. Heat up the wok, sprinkle some oils, put in the chopped garlic, stir it.
2. Add in some salt, slowly place your slice Chinese Cabbage in the wok, continue to stir it.
3. Pour in a cup of water and close the wok with a lid, let it shimmer for 5-10min.
4. Prepare some corn flour mixed it with water 1:1 portion, drops some vinegar in the mixture.
5. After 5/10min, uncover the lid, pour in the mixture, continue to stir fry the Chinese Cabbage.
6. Drop a few drops of Sesame Oil before scooping out from the wok.
7. Now it's ready to be served on your favourite plate.
Try it today! Simple taste of Chinese Cabbage, makes life deliciously beautiful!

Leave me alone....

"Leave me alone", I shouted.
I ran and ran and ran......

Quiet, eerie, windy
At this corner of mine
The devil came and visit me

I was speechless
What is left to say
The feeling of abandonment
The million of comment
I can't stand it
No more......
I can't......

Ray of dim light
Color my night
The greyness of sight
It seems that nothing could be right

Feeling of sadness
Crawling into my soul
Like the cruel beast
Sucking my blood,
my flesh, my bones
Vulnerable like the dead pond
Completely dried.....
Poems by Felix Chai 7th July 2006

Magical touch

An Orphan without Papa

Before I knew Him as Papa

All I know it's myself,me& I......

Live In my own world!

Confusion, lies & fears

my companions

Just like an orphan

without Papa......

Fall deep in love with MTV

music with foolish words

love just yourself, care no more.......

Wasn't that what we learn

what we see, what we hear

everyday......

We all born needing love

sense of belonging to someone

hunger for attentions......

Ask yourself silently

wasn't that what we seek

looking for , crying for

Just like an orphan

without Papa......

" My child, I'm here! Waiting for you day & night

you orphan no more!!"

cried Papa......

Poems By

Felix Chai

3rd Jan 2001

Love impression...

I'm having a love affair with art that portraits love impression, it's lovely isn't it!? The color, texture, freedom, movement, lines, tones......tell me how you think! Let's put on the vision of "Arts of life"!

Wired up...

Wire, wire, wire......up

Twist and shape it

Into beautiful words and cartoons

It's arts of life!

Mixed it with other elements such as dried flowers, looks stunning isn't it! ^@^
Try it with many type of wire, use your creativity to decorate your wall with wires! Loving it!